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Henry Crawford?s retaining her
hand at such a moment, a moment of such peculiar proof and importance,
was worth ages of doubt and anxietyShe hailed it as an
earnest of the most serious determination, and was equal even to
encounter her fatherThey walked off, utterly heedless of Mr
Rushworth?s repeated question of, ?Shall I go too? Had not I better
go too? Will not it be right for me to go too?? but they were no
sooner through the door than Henry Crawford undertook to answer
the anxious inquiry, and, encouraging him by all means to pay
his respects to Sir Thomas without delay, sent him after the others
with delighted haste
Fanny was left with only the Crawfords and MrShe had
been quite overlooked by her cousins; and as her own opinion of
her claims on Sir Thomas?s affection was much too humble to give
her any idea of classing herself with his children, she was glad to
remain behind and gain a little breathing-timeHer agitation and
alarm exceeded all that was endured by the rest, by the right of a
disposition which not even innocence could keep from suffering
She was nearly fainting: all her former habitual dread of her uncle
was returning, and with it compassion for him and for almost every
one of the party on the development before him, with solicitude on
Edmund?s account indescribableShe had found a seat, where in
excessive trembling she was enduring all these fearful thoughts, while
the other three, no longer under any restraint, were giving vent to
their feelings of vexation, lamenting over such an unlooked-for premature
arrival as a most untoward event, and without mercy wishing
poor Sir Thomas had been twice as long on his passage, or were still in
Antigua
The Crawfords were more warm on the subject than MrYates,
from better understanding the family, and judging more clearly of
the mischief that must ensueThe ruin of the play was to them shop prada handbags a
certainty: they felt the total destruction of the scheme to be inevitably
at hand; while MrYates considered it only as a temporary interruption,
a disaster for the evening, and could even suggest the possibility
of the rehearsal being renewed after tea, when the bustle of
receiving Sir Thomas were over, and he might be at leisure to be
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amused by itThe Crawfords laughed at the idea; and having soon
agreed on the propriety of their walking quietly home and leaving
the family to themselves, proposed MrYates?s accompanying them
and spending the evening at the ParsonageYates, having
never been with those who thought much of parental claims, or
family confidence, could not perceive that anything of the kind was
necessary; and therefore, thanking them, said, ?he preferred remaining
where he was, that he might pay his respects to the old gentleman
handsomely since he was come; and besides, he did not think
it would be fair by the others to have everybody run away
Fanny was just beginning to collect herself, and to feel that if she
staid longer behind it might seem disrespectful, when this point
was settled, and being commissioned with the brother and sister?s
apology, saw them preparing to go as she quitted the room herself
to perform the dreadful duty of appearing before her uncle
Too soon did she find herself at the drawing-room door; and after
pausing a moment for what she knew would not come, for a courage
which the outside of no door had ever supplied to her, she turned the
lock in desperation, and the lights of the drawing-room, and all the
collected family, were before herAs she entered, her own name caught
her earSir Thomas was at that moment looking round him, and
saying, ?But where is Fanny? Why do not I see my little Fanny???
and on perceiving her, came forward with a kindness which astonished
and penetrated her, vintage chanel jewelry calling her his dear Fanny, kissing her affectionately,
and observing with decided pleasure how much she was
grown! Fanny knew not how to feel, nor where to lookShe was quite
oppressedHe had never been so kind, so very kind to her in his life
His manner seemed changed, his voice was quick from the agitation
of joy; and all that had been awful in his dignity seemed lost in tenderness
He led her nearer the light and looked at her again?inquired
particularly after her health, and then, correcting himself, observed
that he need not inquire, for her appearance spoke sufficiently
on that pointA fine blush having succeeded the previous paleness of
her face, he was justified in his belief of her equal improvement in
health and beautyHe inquired next after her family, especially William:
and his kindness altogether was such as made her reproach herself
for loving him so little, and thinking his return a misfortune; and
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when, on having courage to lift her eyes to his face, she saw that he
was grown thinner, and had the burnt, fagged, worn look of fatigue
and a hot climate, every tender feeling was increased, and she was
miserable in considering how much unsuspected vexation was probably
ready to burst on him
Sir Thomas was indeed the life of the party, who at his suggestion
now seated themselves round the fireHe had the best right to be
the talker; and the delight of his sensations in being again in his
own house, in the centre of his family, after such a separation, made
him communicative and chatty in a very unusual degree; and he
was ready to give every information as to his voyage, and answer
every question of his two sons almost before it was putHis business
in Antigua had latterly been prosperously rapid, and he came directly
from Liverpool, having had an opportunity of making his
passage thither in a private vessel, instead of 2.55 chanel waiting for the packet;
and all the little particulars of his proceedings and events, his arrivals
and departures, were most promptly delivered, as he sat by Lady
Bertram and looked with heartfelt satisfaction on the faces around
him?interrupting himself more than once, however, to remark on
his good fortune in finding them all at home?coming unexpectedly
as he did?all collected together exactly as he could have wished,
but dared not depend onRushworth was not forgotten: a most
friendly reception and warmth of hand-shaking had already met
him, and with pointed attention he was now included in the objects
most intimately connected with MansfieldThere was nothing disagreeable
in MrRushworth?s appearance, and Sir Thomas was liking
him already
By not one of the circle was he listened to with such unbroken,
unalloyed enjoyment as by his wife, who was really extremely happy
to see him, and whose feelings were so warmed by his sudden arrival
as to place her nearer agitation than she had been for the last
twenty yearsShe had been almost fluttered for a few minutes, and
still remained so sensibly animated as to put away her work, move
Pug from her side, and give all her attention and all the rest of her
sofa to her husbandShe had no anxieties for anybody to cloud her
pleasure: her own time had been irreproachably spent during his
absence: she had done a great deal of carpet-work, and made many
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yards of fringe; and she would have answered as freely for the good
conduct and useful pursuits of all the young people as for her own
It was so agreeable to her to see him again, and hear him talk, to
have her ear amused and her whole comprehension filled by his
narratives, that she began particularly to feel how dreadfully she
must have missed him, and how impossible it would have been for
her to bear a lengthened absenceNorris was by no christian dior saddle means to be compared in happiness to her
sisterNot that she was incommoded by many fears of Sir Thomas?s
disapprobation when the present state of his house should be known,
for her judgment had been so blinded that, except by the instinctive
caution with which she had whisked away MrRushworth?s pink
satin cloak as her brother-in-law entered, she could hardly be said
to shew any sign of alarm; but she was vexed by the manner of his
returnIt had left her nothing to doInstead of being sent for out of
the room, and seeing him first, and having to spread the happy
news through the house, Sir Thomas, with a very reasonable dependence,
perhaps, on the nerves of his wife and children, had sought
no confidant but the butler, and had been following him almost
instantaneously into the drawing-roomNorris felt herself defrauded
of an office on which she had always depended, whether
his arrival or his death were to be the thing unfolded; and was now
trying to be in a bustle without having anything to bustle about,
and labouring to be important where nothing was wanted but tranquillity
and silenceWould Sir Thomas have consented to eat, she
might have gone to the housekeeper with troublesome directions,
and insulted the footmen with injunctions of despatch; but Sir Thomas
resolutely declined all dinner: he would take nothing, nothing
till tea came?he would rather wait for teaNorris was at
intervals urging something different; and in the most interesting
moment of his passage to England, when the alarm of a French
privateer was at the height, she burst through his recital with the
proposal of soup?Sure, my dear Sir Thomas, a basin of soup would
be a much better thing for you than teaDo have a basin of soup
Sir Thomas could not be provoked?Still the same anxiety for
everybody?s comfort, my dear MrsNorris,? was his answer?But
indeed I would rather have nothing balenciaga giant bag but
hand at such a moment, a moment of such peculiar proof and importance,
was worth ages of doubt and anxietyShe hailed it as an
earnest of the most serious determination, and was equal even to
encounter her fatherThey walked off, utterly heedless of Mr
Rushworth?s repeated question of, ?Shall I go too? Had not I better
go too? Will not it be right for me to go too?? but they were no
sooner through the door than Henry Crawford undertook to answer
the anxious inquiry, and, encouraging him by all means to pay
his respects to Sir Thomas without delay, sent him after the others
with delighted haste
Fanny was left with only the Crawfords and MrShe had
been quite overlooked by her cousins; and as her own opinion of
her claims on Sir Thomas?s affection was much too humble to give
her any idea of classing herself with his children, she was glad to
remain behind and gain a little breathing-timeHer agitation and
alarm exceeded all that was endured by the rest, by the right of a
disposition which not even innocence could keep from suffering
She was nearly fainting: all her former habitual dread of her uncle
was returning, and with it compassion for him and for almost every
one of the party on the development before him, with solicitude on
Edmund?s account indescribableShe had found a seat, where in
excessive trembling she was enduring all these fearful thoughts, while
the other three, no longer under any restraint, were giving vent to
their feelings of vexation, lamenting over such an unlooked-for premature
arrival as a most untoward event, and without mercy wishing
poor Sir Thomas had been twice as long on his passage, or were still in
Antigua
The Crawfords were more warm on the subject than MrYates,
from better understanding the family, and judging more clearly of
the mischief that must ensueThe ruin of the play was to them shop prada handbags a
certainty: they felt the total destruction of the scheme to be inevitably
at hand; while MrYates considered it only as a temporary interruption,
a disaster for the evening, and could even suggest the possibility
of the rehearsal being renewed after tea, when the bustle of
receiving Sir Thomas were over, and he might be at leisure to be
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Mansfield Park
amused by itThe Crawfords laughed at the idea; and having soon
agreed on the propriety of their walking quietly home and leaving
the family to themselves, proposed MrYates?s accompanying them
and spending the evening at the ParsonageYates, having
never been with those who thought much of parental claims, or
family confidence, could not perceive that anything of the kind was
necessary; and therefore, thanking them, said, ?he preferred remaining
where he was, that he might pay his respects to the old gentleman
handsomely since he was come; and besides, he did not think
it would be fair by the others to have everybody run away
Fanny was just beginning to collect herself, and to feel that if she
staid longer behind it might seem disrespectful, when this point
was settled, and being commissioned with the brother and sister?s
apology, saw them preparing to go as she quitted the room herself
to perform the dreadful duty of appearing before her uncle
Too soon did she find herself at the drawing-room door; and after
pausing a moment for what she knew would not come, for a courage
which the outside of no door had ever supplied to her, she turned the
lock in desperation, and the lights of the drawing-room, and all the
collected family, were before herAs she entered, her own name caught
her earSir Thomas was at that moment looking round him, and
saying, ?But where is Fanny? Why do not I see my little Fanny???
and on perceiving her, came forward with a kindness which astonished
and penetrated her, vintage chanel jewelry calling her his dear Fanny, kissing her affectionately,
and observing with decided pleasure how much she was
grown! Fanny knew not how to feel, nor where to lookShe was quite
oppressedHe had never been so kind, so very kind to her in his life
His manner seemed changed, his voice was quick from the agitation
of joy; and all that had been awful in his dignity seemed lost in tenderness
He led her nearer the light and looked at her again?inquired
particularly after her health, and then, correcting himself, observed
that he need not inquire, for her appearance spoke sufficiently
on that pointA fine blush having succeeded the previous paleness of
her face, he was justified in his belief of her equal improvement in
health and beautyHe inquired next after her family, especially William:
and his kindness altogether was such as made her reproach herself
for loving him so little, and thinking his return a misfortune; and
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when, on having courage to lift her eyes to his face, she saw that he
was grown thinner, and had the burnt, fagged, worn look of fatigue
and a hot climate, every tender feeling was increased, and she was
miserable in considering how much unsuspected vexation was probably
ready to burst on him
Sir Thomas was indeed the life of the party, who at his suggestion
now seated themselves round the fireHe had the best right to be
the talker; and the delight of his sensations in being again in his
own house, in the centre of his family, after such a separation, made
him communicative and chatty in a very unusual degree; and he
was ready to give every information as to his voyage, and answer
every question of his two sons almost before it was putHis business
in Antigua had latterly been prosperously rapid, and he came directly
from Liverpool, having had an opportunity of making his
passage thither in a private vessel, instead of 2.55 chanel waiting for the packet;
and all the little particulars of his proceedings and events, his arrivals
and departures, were most promptly delivered, as he sat by Lady
Bertram and looked with heartfelt satisfaction on the faces around
him?interrupting himself more than once, however, to remark on
his good fortune in finding them all at home?coming unexpectedly
as he did?all collected together exactly as he could have wished,
but dared not depend onRushworth was not forgotten: a most
friendly reception and warmth of hand-shaking had already met
him, and with pointed attention he was now included in the objects
most intimately connected with MansfieldThere was nothing disagreeable
in MrRushworth?s appearance, and Sir Thomas was liking
him already
By not one of the circle was he listened to with such unbroken,
unalloyed enjoyment as by his wife, who was really extremely happy
to see him, and whose feelings were so warmed by his sudden arrival
as to place her nearer agitation than she had been for the last
twenty yearsShe had been almost fluttered for a few minutes, and
still remained so sensibly animated as to put away her work, move
Pug from her side, and give all her attention and all the rest of her
sofa to her husbandShe had no anxieties for anybody to cloud her
pleasure: her own time had been irreproachably spent during his
absence: she had done a great deal of carpet-work, and made many
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yards of fringe; and she would have answered as freely for the good
conduct and useful pursuits of all the young people as for her own
It was so agreeable to her to see him again, and hear him talk, to
have her ear amused and her whole comprehension filled by his
narratives, that she began particularly to feel how dreadfully she
must have missed him, and how impossible it would have been for
her to bear a lengthened absenceNorris was by no christian dior saddle means to be compared in happiness to her
sisterNot that she was incommoded by many fears of Sir Thomas?s
disapprobation when the present state of his house should be known,
for her judgment had been so blinded that, except by the instinctive
caution with which she had whisked away MrRushworth?s pink
satin cloak as her brother-in-law entered, she could hardly be said
to shew any sign of alarm; but she was vexed by the manner of his
returnIt had left her nothing to doInstead of being sent for out of
the room, and seeing him first, and having to spread the happy
news through the house, Sir Thomas, with a very reasonable dependence,
perhaps, on the nerves of his wife and children, had sought
no confidant but the butler, and had been following him almost
instantaneously into the drawing-roomNorris felt herself defrauded
of an office on which she had always depended, whether
his arrival or his death were to be the thing unfolded; and was now
trying to be in a bustle without having anything to bustle about,
and labouring to be important where nothing was wanted but tranquillity
and silenceWould Sir Thomas have consented to eat, she
might have gone to the housekeeper with troublesome directions,
and insulted the footmen with injunctions of despatch; but Sir Thomas
resolutely declined all dinner: he would take nothing, nothing
till tea came?he would rather wait for teaNorris was at
intervals urging something different; and in the most interesting
moment of his passage to England, when the alarm of a French
privateer was at the height, she burst through his recital with the
proposal of soup?Sure, my dear Sir Thomas, a basin of soup would
be a much better thing for you than teaDo have a basin of soup
Sir Thomas could not be provoked?Still the same anxiety for
everybody?s comfort, my dear MrsNorris,? was his answer?But
indeed I would rather have nothing balenciaga giant bag but
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